I find myself being more and more of a baby lately.. I miss her. I have to admit that I miss her so much that if I could, I would teleport home everyday.
I walk around campus everyday, and I see couples here and there. It sorta makes me jealous. I can’t be with Sharon like everyone else can be with their significant other because we’re so far apart. I miss her.. and I just want to go home.
Numbing myself with this workload isn’t working too much anymore. All I can think about is her and going home to spend time with her and my family.
I just want time to fast forward, so it can be closer to the long weekends and so I can go home.. or fast forward until I am out of school where I can spend more time at home or near home where I’m close to family.
I want to go home… I feel alone here.
Second week of school and I’m exhausted… maybe it’s just because the first two quarters here were just too relaxed.. or I was just too relaxed and procrastinated with a lot of studying. I’m starting to study like crazy every night.. and going to bed at late hours, waking up early for a full day of class four days a week, then come home, and repeat the same thing I did until the weekend. I hope I can survive the rest of this quarter with this routine..
I’m tired of being without Sharon. I miss her so much and it’s so blah for me to be away from her for so long since I have a crazy full schedule and a lot of classes to study for. As much as I hate being away from her, I’ll just have to deal with the distance like I said I would. It is much better than dealing without her completely (which is never going to happen).
She’s my forever. She’s my everything. I love her, with all my heart, even though it’s only been a short time since we’ve met and gotten together. It’s just something I know since I met her. Just a feeling and the sparks that flew. She’s just awesome.
Anyways.. I should just relax while I can before I want to die from all the studying… Good bye for now.
- Sharon: If you had to plan a minimum three country themed vacation, what would you plan? @_@
- Sharon: 14 days. This is my project lol >_>
- Me: China, UK and probably AUS, unless you want to stay in one continent. then that's easy.. haha
- Sharon: It's the theme that's getting me. It needs some sort of common theme
- Me: ok. Let's do this. China(specifically Hong Kong), France, and Japan
- Me: find the common point
- Sharon: I was totally thinking about that.
- Sharon: I could totally include US Disney, Florida and Cali.. Nahhhh lol
- Me: there you go :]
- Sharon: Disney was my first though, lol. I was wondering if you'd bring it up; the fact you did confirms it's not impossible. lmao yay.
This whole weekend, almost all I’ve been doing is homework and studying, locking myself in my room for long long hours, and not leaving unless I need to use the restroom or eat. It’s sort of a miracle that I did, because as far as I’ve known myself, which is my whole life, I don’t exactly enjoy the fact of studying, so I don’t study at all.
Of course, in addition to the studying, I also had the privilege of having a very pleasant distraction, which is Sharon. She was just sitting and talking to me when she was supposed to be doing her Spring Break homework. But I definitely had fun talking to her over the weekend. We played many games… since we’re so bored and “awesome” to be playing games at late hours. It also slowed down my reading/studying but what the heck, a little rest for my brain would be good. I’m just glad I got to talk to her.
Well for now, I’m done studying since it’s already pretty late in the night and for some odd reason, I’ve decided to stay awake to keep Sharon awake until she finishes her work. We’re just damn cute like that hehehe.
Well then… I shall eventually write more later…
Hahaha, so I’ve decided to be lazy and try this desktop widget out and post… this is interesting.. hahaha yay to being lazy xD
Well I’ve finally started to use Tumblr… I know I’m a bit behind but what the heck, just started using it just to change up my life a little. I don’t know if I’m giving in to this new Tumblr thing and stop using my Xanga, but I’m still going to use it. I’ve been using Xanga since middle school so I’m just going to use this for some random stuff.. haha